LOST
I went to Camp Ellis this morning as the sun was coming up,
I see the sun rise in the morning and it
tells me that I have been blessed to see another day and that I have a purpose
that needs to be completed. Each day that I have seen the sunrise I always
think that the beautiful colors that I am seeing were put there by my mother
for me. I lost my mother 33 years ago and I miss her very much. I have missed
her more this year than ever because of the challenges that I have faced and
needed to talk with her to tell me that I was doing the right thing and
everything would be fine in the end. Well this morning as I sat on the rocks
and watched the sun peek over the ocean I just sat there, listened to the sea
gulls, boats going out, and the waves gently lapping at the rocks and shore I
lost myself in the moment, I could not see anything but the vibrate colors of
the day. I thought this is the most beautiful morning of my life. I watched the
sea gulls as they flew around looking for breakfast and every now and then one
would fly by as I was focusing in on the soft pinks and blues in the sky and it
would get into the photo. When I would view it on my camera the gull appeared
to be ghost like and I thought mom is telling me something. I took more photos
after putting them on my computer they turned out beautiful, I knew what my
purpose was for the day, show others this beauty. But I could not help but get
lost in the photos all over again. This
is the kind of lost I like, as long as I have this kind of beauty to see I want
to be lost more.
