Friday, April 13, 2012

Will I reach my # 1 goal?

Today is Friday 13. I did not have to come to the college today for class because my teacher is out of the state at a conference, but I came anyway. I have to finish homework and do a test for stats. I went to the Campus Center to get some help and try to understand this course but that did not happen. This morning as I sat on the first bench and looked out toward the sunrise, I thought this is going to be a good day because I am going to keep this possitive feeling I have right now and take it with me all day. The feeling quickly left after a few minutes in the Campus Center. I like working with Karen because she helped me with stats back in the summer. She was not there this morning. I began working with another person in the center and almost immediately I began to shut down. He made me feel so stupid that after working one problem and part of another, I left. I could not take it any more. What do I do now? I have gone to the teacher for help, I have gone online for help, I have even asked my advisor for help. Why do I have to have this class for my business degree? I know the probability of taking a bad photo one out 370 images. Well, I have cried poor me long enough. I will succeed. I am going to walk across that stage and accept my diploma on 20 May this year.

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