Today is Friday 13. I did not have to come to the college today for class because my teacher is out of the state at a conference, but I came anyway. I have to finish homework and do a test for stats. I went to the Campus Center to get some help and try to understand this course but that did not happen. This morning as I sat on the first bench and looked out toward the sunrise, I thought this is going to be a good day because I am going to keep this possitive feeling I have right now and take it with me all day. The feeling quickly left after a few minutes in the Campus Center. I like working with Karen because she helped me with stats back in the summer. She was not there this morning. I began working with another person in the center and almost immediately I began to shut down. He made me feel so stupid that after working one problem and part of another, I left. I could not take it any more. What do I do now? I have gone to the teacher for help, I have gone online for help, I have even asked my advisor for help. Why do I have to have this class for my business degree? I know the probability of taking a bad photo one out 370 images. Well, I have cried poor me long enough. I will succeed. I am going to walk across that stage and accept my diploma on 20 May this year.
I have struggled with a title for my blog and finally decided,that the photos are more about my journey through life. I am a photographer, therefore, I see things differently. This blog will be about how I see the world through my camera lens and the experiences that go along with the moment. Let me take you through the journey of my life through my camera lens.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Will I reach my # 1 goal?
Today is Friday 13. I did not have to come to the college today for class because my teacher is out of the state at a conference, but I came anyway. I have to finish homework and do a test for stats. I went to the Campus Center to get some help and try to understand this course but that did not happen. This morning as I sat on the first bench and looked out toward the sunrise, I thought this is going to be a good day because I am going to keep this possitive feeling I have right now and take it with me all day. The feeling quickly left after a few minutes in the Campus Center. I like working with Karen because she helped me with stats back in the summer. She was not there this morning. I began working with another person in the center and almost immediately I began to shut down. He made me feel so stupid that after working one problem and part of another, I left. I could not take it any more. What do I do now? I have gone to the teacher for help, I have gone online for help, I have even asked my advisor for help. Why do I have to have this class for my business degree? I know the probability of taking a bad photo one out 370 images. Well, I have cried poor me long enough. I will succeed. I am going to walk across that stage and accept my diploma on 20 May this year.
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